its all fucking worth it.
THROUGH THE EYES OF….
This is through the eyes of Noel Mandal, we keep it old school. I just want to write this to you my love.. After reading what you wrote for me (my homework) I guess you inspired me to write something back about you, or more just about how much you mean to me. I love the way you write, I love the way you flow words into so much harmony that it sticks to you and leaves a mark like dry ice. Its something you do so well and just reading that stupid assignment you did makes me think about what your teachers think when they read your works of art. Like shit YO this shits hella brackin with the bars right now A+. like wow this paragraph makes me feel so interested in my self like what else do I do, im fuckin appealing to the audience now, wtf. Baby, you just amaze me to my wildest imagination to the fullest extent of the law and makes me think about how much I appreciate you and how FUCKIN lucky I am to have you in my life. These years of knowing you have gone by so fast and now that I finally have you they go by even faster then I want , I want it to slow down because I feel like you have so much to offer that im just missing everything, I want to catch every moment of you being amazing. Like parents trying to keep record of their child’s achievements I want to just slow down and experience all of the glories that you bless the world with. I want to watch you dance, speak, even just walk around because I feel like everything you do is so amazing and that with this busy fucked up life of mine I havent been able to catch you when your at your greatest. You really are my motivation, in life and to just be able to do everything I do everyday, I wouldn’t be able to get up in the morning if it wasn’t for you. I know my words don’t string together or create symphonies like yours do, and I know I cant create something so meaningful with just a sentence, but that’s why I use actions, and try to make every action of mine count towards showing you that I el oh vee ee you. Somedays I may not show it as much but I want you to know that I love you, and I keep on loving you during every second that passes. Like I don’t just love you when I say I love you but its beyond that. I love you every nanosecond or millisecond or whatever, I love you every moment to the point that time is measured in scientific notation (OH). And you mean the world to me, your not just the world yo you’re the fuckin SUN, you’re my center of gravity, around you everything revolves, I just cant tick without you and if your gone, everything is gone like you make my universe just WORK. You make me just work. Ive never found anyone as great as you, and I don’t plan on it, if theres someone out there that’s even just a little bit better then you..well… then FUCK EM! Kus their not. They aint tight yo. Nothings lovelier then you. Like YOU KNOW how in different strokes, when gary coleman’s like “THA FUCK YOU TALKIN BOUT WILLIS?!?!” joy… you were what Willis was talkin bout. Its just doesn’t get any better then that. Having you as my girlfriend is like waking up Christmas morning and getting you as a present. that’s like WAKING UP CHRISTMAS MORNING AND GETTING YOU AS A PRESENT! Theres just no way to complete that analogy kus that’s just the best thing that could ever happen! I mean theres just pretty much no other way that I can poeticly explain something that means so much to me then those wonderful three words that im so blessed to be able to say to you. Its not YOUR FUCKIN BICK, or hey wsup baby. But those three words that just blend within every lexicon, that are like numbers and everyone in the world knows what those words are. I mean I wish there was another way to put how I feel and explain to you in a single sentence just how much I feel about you and how much you mean to me with one forceful blow but theres only those three words that I tell you everyday. Joy Erika Diwa my loving wife, I just want you to know that, I , myself Noel Mandal, LOVE, truthfully and from the bottom and all of my heart, till the earth freezes and we all die and even after, YOU , my lovely Joy Diwa. I Love YOU. With emphasis. In all the ways that that sentence can be understood. No matter what, forever and ever. I just do.
Thanks again for doing my homework and thanks again for being Joy. don’t post this on tumblr. Maybe on our special tumblr yea =].
Honorably and respectfully yours, sincerely, the greatest and most handsome man ever, I am yours,
Noel Robin Ambat Mandal.
P.S. yayuh.
