im using your laptop, so i might as well add to this.
have you ever gotten that feeling where everything just seemed to fall into place.. and even though you had the most stressful days in the world, cuddling with someone on the couch just makes it all better? i dont get that feeling - i get something better than that when im with you.
i guess its that feeling of comfort i get whenever your arms slowly wrap around me and how your hands find their home in mine. or how when i squeeze you, you squeeze back and dont let go.. and how i hide the tears that trickle down my face because i cant picture being with someone as wonderful as you, and how lucky i am to have you in my life. i know we never remember our anniversaries or monthsaries.. and we didnt really celebrate our one year in a big huge way, but half of that stuff doesnt even compare to the moments i share with you.
i stay up every night hoping that ill get to talk to the man of my dreams.. before i actually see you in my dreams. i fall asleep cause you always come home late, and i wish i could stay up and talk to you when you finally call me at 3 in the morning, but my body isnt trained to handle so much physical happiness - emotionally, but maybe not physicially. i dont know what would happen if my heart started racing and i felt like i was floating at 3 in the morning. i dont think id ever go back to sleep.
speaking of sleep.. i love how i sleep better knowing that you’re on the phone. its like some sort of invisible connection that connects your heart to mine, like a seatbelt keeping me safe from anything bad that might hit me, or a blanket to keep me warm.
i constantly find small reasons why i keep falling in love with you, noel., and i hope i will keep falling for the rest of my life.
